Only Thinking

An indomitable force draws a being closer and closer to certain pleasurable doom…thoughts of salvation though now buried deeper down, reverberate in a head swimming with lust, feelings, the sight of him…woe to those whose minds’ are not renewed, whose spirits’ fight a daily battle to forget the feel, the touch, the smell and the salt taste of skin….Woe to those of weaker will.

An emancipated self strolls still in darkness, veiled…blinkered eyes focus on one thing and one thing only….meeting him part way…. going all the way…looking for the sheath…It seems such a simple cause to win. Can months and years of goodness be depleted by the sound of your name on his lips….one whisper punctures the protective casing.

Walking in the light provides an escape…but free will sometimes breaches the full armour……..knowing the truth… knowing it makes no sense to disobey commandments, break covenants for just a soft kiss…..but sill, the allure of fleeting deep emotion stimulates the senses, overpowers logical thought, plants a seed of sure defeat in the mutiny and becomes a chance your will surrenders to take.

Sin seduced and ripe… ready for the picking….does God creep in then?.....before? Can the heart and mind be receptive at the point of entry and eke out a good result?????