Confession

I want a particular man. I want to be wrapped in his strong arms and have him recite the familiar description of the wonders of my lips and tongue...mmmmm.......I want to be pinned down by his body and watch as his eyes flutter close with every movement of my hips, every contraction and release.....I want to watch this man cum.

There is no denying my attraction to Mr. ATL...I care not about the reasons behind it, all I want to do is watch this man's body in action.....(SIGH)

I think this may have been my weekend for longing cause fleetingly desire for the Player also rose up in me. I toyed with the idea of sending an e-mail requesting that time be made for fucking......its been a while since I've been on top of a desk, so I had hoped that he could meet me at work either his or mine. I didn't act on the vibe, I 've done enough of that. I guess my games with him at the Retreat and the missed opportunity for full body enjoyment caught up with me at a time when I needed a good cum to ease the pain in me. No worries though, the stupidity alarm need not be sounded, I know that part of my life is over....certainly where it involves fucking together.

Thankfully for me Mr. ATL must have smelled the rat.....he called and we had great dialogue.....he has indicated that he doesn't want me to "give it away" to anyone but Boogie and him ( he's funny as heck). Such ownership, and he hasn't even benefited from the fullness.....pity I'm trying to trod a righteous trod right now...I could grow to like him.