Understanding leads to Obedience

Time alone will tell......the Lord has been on my side of late and I think I understand what he requires of me now...he is special too...quite a sense of humor...why do I say that you may ask...let me tell you a story.


It all started when I found out I had a Retreat to go to....I was swamped with work during the week so I didn't have enough time to think about the fact that the Player would be there too and that I would wish not to make an ass of myself again. I planned my trip therefore with built in escape mechanisms which would ensure that I was occupied in the nights...one way or another.


Mr. ATL had been on my mind in the week however, I was busy as heck so I would forget to call him each time I found myself with time on my hands....me being me and my Karma being my Karma, he called the night before I left for the country. We had a good session which ended with us making a date to meet under the stars on Saturday night....him in Ohio, me in Ochi...it was a grand idea. I didn't know though, that my boss had intended that the weekend would be devoted to work and work only...I mean I barely had time to try out the beach and the gym. On date day therefore I worked until 11:30 p.m. and by the time I got to my room and called, he didn't take my call....I waited an hour and tried again and he still didn't answer...suh yuh know seh him get F--K now, right. Anyway, I got a quick workout, prayed away my demons and called it a night at about 2:30 a.m. as the stormy weather visited.

When I got back to Kingston, I called again and did not get through. I couldn't send out even a local call.....I raised hell with Digicel and was happy I hadn't discarded my C&W phone......it bouyed me through the weekend. It wasn't until Sunday morning that I realised that the Lord was seeking to yet again save me from myself. He doesn't want me involved with another married man and I am gonna try to do as he says this time. Had I heeded the warnings with the Player I would not have lost that game. Sometimes we just need to be good for goodness sake so I will yield to the master and watch things unfold. Afterall, it is close to Christmas and I am hoping he will provide for me a tall, handsome, well built, moderately hung and thick, nice, witty, unwed gentleman package as a reward for my effort now.

Cheers