I wish I could send this to him....but I don't want to be pitied, so again my heart is being poured out to blogging buddies and strangers.
Patience means there is no fire and you have all my
Apologies for being the way I am in this matter, but be rest assured that
Time will be taken to give you the separation you require. The knowledge of your
Insufficient interest really is a good thing....it focuses a body and every
Effort will be made to maintain my distance at all times, cause
No one should have to endure so many Regrets without the desired outcome, and
Consuming though you and this thing are to me, I will let it Flow and let it Go accepting that
Everything ends inevitably and life is too short to be patient in love and lust
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Dear Emani, so how long has this struggle been going on? internal stress is really not healthy... I'm truly hoping you find yourself on a new path of happiness soon. Life's short...
big hugs
Hmm. Well I am here silently and patiently waiting until you are ready to really let it go and let it flow. Sometimes we can't force ourselves in matters of the heart, work on healing yourself for you and everything will fall in place.
Know that someone is here wishing you all the best.
You two have been grand in this matter, bouying me through with wise words...but I think at this point I am unfortunately inclined to internalise some of these things...I just didn't know that i could have lost quite so badly and worse to not have the capacity to deal....so I am working on self . Nevermind my imbued postings from time to time, they do not represent or reflect all my thoughts...just the ones that engulf me sometimes. I am in search of peace.
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