Thursday, October 30, 2008

Crappy B' Day

It was an unfortunate birthday....I got dressed up really nice, went into work and had a good enough day...lots of peeps wishing and singing me happy birthday (they are crazy:-))...then the evening came and with it also came the realisation that I was gonna be alone on my earthday. That I didn't get a hug from a lover on my birthday, that I was truly single.........I did not react well to this fact..denial is a bitch and I had actually convinced myself that this state of being was temporary... but now I know I was wrong, this is who I am now...sad as that may be.

So I had girlfriends bend over backwards to lift my vibe at 9:00 p.m and it worked, momentarily. We went for a drink and we did some stupid stuff. In the midst of it all it was not lost on me that I had bottomed out now....here I was a nice enough looking woman who could do nothing else on her birthday but go out with girlfriends???? that's just wrong. A suh di life guh though.

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