Stupid Things Happen Sometimes

Men need to decide what they want and communicate that effectively to the people they are, or plan to mess with. he gave me "permission" to play, the evidence is here, why then did he get upset when I called to share??? I thought we were being real, I thought it was all good, but now I don't know what to think.....He won't take my calls....I thought he was mature.

Why didn't he just say, "wait for me, don't go play"? Then I would have played, but he would'nt have known. I made reference to the need for a handbook "Understanding Men 101" for these situations, and I renew my call. Why is he doing, what he's doing...I thought this would have been good...I could review the session with him and he would have been stimulated at the imagery, a least that's what I thought. Why did he get cross when I told him I had found a replacement him, "temporary" he said...No said I, cause I am as yet not sure where his lust lies, and without a tangible demonstration of his wants, I could not claim to be his nor him mine...the deal having not yet been sealed.

He should have said what he wanted, he should have just said no, then we would'nt be doing this over some guy, he nor I even really knows. What the Fuck????

If truth be told, I was careful in my choice of the other him....he was built like, him, brown in complexion, cause I'm an equal opportunity player, but even through the session, my thoughts were not on this him, but who I really wanted.....I tried my best not to even rest in his arms the entire night....I left him in the bed, there is nothing, there was nothing, he performed a base function, standing in the gap, until the apple of my desire comes back. Why would he think it is more than just that. Please someone, heed my cry....give me the power to read men's minds.