Maturity

I interrupted Mr. ATL's thinking time with the following text yesterday......" I have a wet p---y, an entire day to f--k and no available cocksmen to share it with...." He responded well.

In the end he reasoned with me saying that though he would have preferred to frig me first after my hiatus from sex, he understood that I had feelings too and he couldn't stand in the way, especially from so far, of my meeting my needs by any means necessary. He told me to go play until he can take over the reins and ride me himself. I was touched......What did I say about him being too mature.

Other than him and the Player, I usually have men that are jealous as heck...I couldn't raise this matter let alone have this kind of frank discussion about the issue with them....Boogie came closest but his knowledge of my dabblings would come after the fact, when my conscience couldn't bear it anymore or I wanted to hurt him.....this is interesting territory.

Mr ATL prefaced his "permission" with information about being unable to come back to JA before next year..... so I will definitely need a buffer in the months to come. He said he wouldn't be mad, and if I felt like, I could tell him how the session went...whether it was worth it....what the fuck??? I must admit a part of me is titillated by the thought of him listening in on a session...I will work on making that happen. He's a freak and I like him. He had one warning though, for me to be 'careful' as I played....all safety gear should be worn.....I agreed wholeheartedly cause mi 'fraid a HIV...the condom takes a lot away from the experience but it is a necessity. He also asked that I play but not get caught up....I was to save that for him he said. In a better time and place I would have been tickled by this revelation, not now though, cause its all a game.

He's a nice bredren and I knew he would come around. He may be one of those fuck buddies...ever present in your life for one purpose and one purpose only...fi mek yuh haffi tun di p---y to the fan fi cool it off afta him done wuk.

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On another note, my bredren/friend has informed me that he will be leaving the island at the end of the month to go pursue studies in England....damnit....we have plans for this weekend.....got to give and get one last hurrah. I guess I will need an entirely new Distraction to play with in the months to come, or fall back into some old but fulfilling habits.....what is to be will be.