Shrew Requiring Taming

I was a petulant child today....again.

He called for my boss again on my phone, this time I was alone. Before he could get the words out I advised that I was not with her and made it clear that calling her on my phone was a definate no no....he laughed and that's when I got fired up....I told him that he had two roads ahead given the information shared, he could either stop wasting my fucking time and hang up since he didn't call for me, or he and I could pretend that he did and get some fuck talk in before returning to our lives. He was quiet so I made the decision for him....I hung up. How can I recover any professionalism now.

Damn I hate when I am like this....I don't think with my head, I give in to the prompting of the burning fire within me and it all goes to shit... and it feels good until the fire is extinguished by thoughts of the possible consequencies.