Cruelty

Cruelty is:

- directing me to yourspace when you know that most of your "friends" are female and there's that one whose fucking flamboyant HI can't fucking be deleted...its been on since last year.

- taking me in stride waiting for my anger to subside once again without thinking to take steps to quell it

- hoping to find a new fucking job so that you can cease being around the temptation and not being able to locate your resume in soft or hard for that matter

- recognising that this story must end but falling each time you are resolved not to

- trying to deal from a better place knowing that you just aren't witty, knowledgeable or fucking heavyweight enough to spark interest and desire which he would act upon

- continuing to be a DAMN FOOL when you know you are better than that

- looking at willing parties at home and abroad and not taking advantage

- hoping that your actions yesterday doesn't prompt him to finally form the fuck off words

- knowing that the only peace you can have is wrapped up in him saying those two words, then the heart would break fully and there would be no more room for wonderment, no room for possibilities, knowing that that day would be one of the worse days of your life, but also knowing that after the storm, there will be calm....finally.

- being unable to find ones way back to the path of Righteousness