As Fate Would Have It

I think if this were happening to someone else I would be able to detect and indeed enjoy the irony. As I continue to battle through my desire to remove myself from this emotional state, I sat at home last night completely shackled in thoughts of him and as I resolved to get some sleep, I, in a quite unusual move, chose to unwind to some music on the radio rather than watch my usual comedies. I switched on, and under normal circumstances my radio would have been stuck on a lovely station which gives me a good mix of alternative music, reggae, country and western etc.

That would have been too easy, I now realise, as in this time of torture the spirits continue to use me as a pawn in this game. So needless to say my station had been changed, and emanating from this channel was the ramblings of this MAN. I fail to see how it is that I will manage to untangle myself from this thing, when at 10:30 at night, a time which usually catches me deep in sleep having gone to bed from 8 or 8:30, I chose to switch the radio on instead of the TV and I get caught hearing his voice. Its incredible.....and the most unlikely of things.

I couldn't tear myself away and thankfully he spoke about work related issues so used this as an excuse to listen and as a means of processing and focusing myself on the issues so as to be in an informed position in the morning. I made contact with my boss and we pulled points of interest together from the interview/session. I smiled inside and out though...this was just too uncanny.

Can't I get a break....are the forces of good or evil so intent on my falling that they would orchestrate such a plot against me?