I had a rough night though.....a part of me wanted to scream and kick myself for not answering his call the day before yesterday, but my head tells me that I made the right decision....he needs to know that I am not at his beck and call. So I am left to pour out these feelings into the world wide web with a view to extricating myself from these emotions.
I got caught again yesterday.......in a teleconference this time. Man, if I knew all I had to do to hear from him was try to not hear from him I would have tried this a long time ago....but I think progress is being made in getting back to a good working relationship. I unfortunately was in physical pain and short tempered to boot, so in many instances I was clipped.......thankfully I wasn't the only party on this side who was visibly and audibly angry so I am hoping he did not read my ire wrongly. I realize now that it is true that one can never really regain respect once lost.
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