It took me an hour and a half to get home yesterday....I live 15 mins from my job....the rain has been soaking the earth for the past week and the traffic is ridiculous....I don't know why I am surprised, it only takes an overcast sky for there to be gridlock in this city.
In between general agitation caused by the crazy people who somehow have managed to convince the powers that be to give them drivers' licences, and thoughts of pulling over and grabbing a drink to let the traffic run off before proceeding, I spent some time in thought.
I thought about the fact that my paperwork had been approved and the issues that flows with it. I thought about the probability of actually getting everything in place within the next 5 days (a process which usually takes 2 wks).....I thought about the fact that I may still be saved by the insufficient time for preparation......I thought about the fact that this would not be a strike against my ability to plan because we did have a change in Gov't and no one could assume that these things would have been processed prior to that decision and also that same would have been approved or that I would still be working in the same job for that matter. Yep I think my bases are covered.....no one will know that I was running scared (I promise I will grow up soon).
I also thought about my plan of action should this impossible feat be accomplished in time and I really do have to go......and that made me pause. Conscience and weakness are bitches of a very mean order.....I will have to deal in the best way I know how, and that's what bothers me.
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Seems as if you might have needed this delayed trip home just to allow your self the time to reflect on everything that’s going on… and it seems like a LOT… no envies here ~smiles~
I guess....not too sure how wise it was to start on that path though, I am no closer to finding solutions.
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