Feel Good Moment

I wondered today about that feeling of euphoria which follows a good cum….in that instant the world is right…you are right…everything else is nothing…your arms and lions are out-stretched for just one thing, one purpose, one being. This is truly the moment of truth, it reeks of fluids we can’t help smelling…….it captures real surrender….in that instant you don’t care about the fact that he’s not your type or that extra 5-10 pounds on your tummy…in that moment the complexities that could ensue do not matter, in that moment you wish and hope for just one thing, that the job is finished….you have no cares about the morning after, how you will feel because he knows your darkest secrets, how you can get out of the next occasion you will have to see each other…how will you act…..how you can hide from the fact that in a few days it won’t matter that you had this moment…it may be screwed up, it shall be screwed up and we’ll be back at square one…..only fuelled by a deeper fire….that of having reaped success before.