I have adopted this medium to convey my thanks to all for the support of my "epiphaniesk" moment. I wonder though whether I may have opened Pandora's box. I take people's faith in me very seriously so I am conflicted to stray from my newly re-established cock sure self in this matter.....this may be good though, it will keep me out of trouble.
I must admit to having a few images of him invade my mind last night but it was different somehow.....not sure how to describe it yet so I will just say that he danced on my mind's stage fleetingly having been involved in a teleconference with him at work yesterday. The meeting ended with all parties recognising that time was of the essence to allow full or at the very least a noble attempt at preparation of self and property for the impending impact of hurricane Dean. I went back to my desk to an e-mail wish for me to take care during this time.....it had the intended effect.........the game I think has never had a better player.
I was to have gone off to the country this weekend so that I could deal in totality with any remnant feelings but Alas the heavens are up to its usual tricks in this matter.....can't say I don't dream in colour right...... to think that God or..... would send a hurricane, no less, to stop my progress in this matter.
....Anyway I press on because I demand that I do, and after all the thought of disappointing my web friends in gut wrenching....I will not assume that they will be there to dry my tears and walk me through this phase again.
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Your path won’t be easy. I hope to offer gentle words thru tough times, consoling ones if you digress. It’s not my place to judge; only to extend my friendship. It took me over 2-years to get past emotional ties from my whirlwind escapade. Hope yours is easier. Long story behind that man… however, I have some nice memories and time took away the harshness of the bad ones. Everything will work itself out. Writing about it helped me… sending smiles
I know it will be rough but I will hope for reprieve in shorter order.I will give myself till the end of the year to be fit and totally free...I am aware though that life, as they say, is a journey so anything can happen....smiles received and a hug returned.
Hmmm! First and foremost, you are human and for any lapses experienced...I understand that. Just take your time, I am in a situation and you know what I have done? I am a coward, I have settled...at least for now and play along and concentrate on what is important. God knows how long that will last but when I see someone who could have a better result that I have now, by golly I am going to root for them non-stop. And sweetheart, just say the word and I would be there to wipe your tears and hold your hand. I am just across the road.
I believe there are no cowards in this life, just strategic people who have recognised that fighting when one is weak can only result in loss....until the heart is ready to go we all stay. I have recorded your offer of a shoulder and hope it won't come to that...but its good to know. Keep cheering
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