I am never sure when he calls if he really wants to speak to me or my boss...he has become quite skillful at eking out his desired outcome in a nondescript kinda way.....so I continue to be jealous but I've got it under some semblance of control.
Anyway, there's another conference on this week overseas...its been in my radar since late last year, but I decided not to make representation to attend......it would be dangerous, cause he would be in attendance, and I am too fragile right now.....my celibacy being in effect...damn its hard.
I wish I could tell him to come and give me a proper goodbye, but why stir up trouble and open old wounds which I know he has no inclination to mend......I will wish him a good trip via email and hope that's all I do.
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