May 7, 2007
I failed. I gave In. Buckled under the pressure and now have relinquished the handle in this situation to the hunted. Why do I possess such little resolve….why do I keep doing these things? Sometimes I think I like the punishment? I am too obsessive…when I like something. I should get a hobby outside of sex, maybe that would keep my mind free. I was so close to passing the day without contact…but it’s a process, right? Tomorrow I will do better.
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID…Move On.
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