Ramblings 2

May 14, 2007

“Oops I did it again, I got lost in the game”.......

So I had a game plan coming into work this morning…..but like several of its siblings it amounted to nought. I saw him and he was aloof…a feeling of anger overcame me when I thought about it…..taken aback by his coldness. I always promised myself that I couldn’t be intimate with an actor, MC, lawyer, anyone who can put on mask everyday of his life has to be dangerous in matters of the heart…..how can you trust them.

How do you know that when he says he wants you and needs you, that he isn’t in character. They present yet another dimension which makes the process of coming together even more difficult. They overrepresent that skilful side of every man, which continues to mystify the more practical and fairer sex. Bully for the woman who can swim in these waters and not end up clutching at straws before realizing she is in too deep.

At times it helps to step back and view life as it was meant to be, uncomplicated by expectation and failure to achieve certain ‘goods’, for what it is, just that , life. The simple fact of waking up in the morning and being able to be, should be enough. But humans are not so simplistic in their understanding and approach.

The innate need to challenge, conquer and indeed tempt fate will always win out in the end.