Its Christmas time and Santa has brought me work so much that I am stuck in my Office at this ungodly hour (6pm) and it seems I will be here for a while.......is this the real meaning of Christmas?
I am not happy, but I am not overly sad at this development......its good to have the space to breathe. If only I could enjoy a similar space in my mind.
My anger is back...people seem intent on pissing me off today. To make things worse, I checked "HisSpace" and found he has a friend that he seems quite taken with. He has never made me feel secure so I am reacting the only way I know how. I have never been able to control my jealousy, I know its silly, but I simply cannot stand the thought of sharing, in general, and sharing him further..........I will have to be strident in my retaliation........I want to call and demonstrate my dexterity with with profanity......I am burning to fuck him up.......I feel stupid for even reacting in this way and worse to be thinking to let him know that I am this affected........Damn. My jawline is doing its usual dance and I am ready to strike............God I want to be a big girl about this.
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