Friday, December 28, 2007

Ramblings 8

I want to send a message telling him "Merry fucking Christmas and a Happy bumboclaat New Year"....I realise I am still angry so lets hope this vibe passes......afterall he would know that I am perturbed if I give in to this feeling........a part of me thinks he knows already but I will continue to live the lie. How about renewing my call for him to take the lead and end this? I guess I really just want to make contact.........it will pass.

I am alone at work today and I am enjoying the space....probably should get some work done and not be the typical government worker in the holidays....right?

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Looks like the new year will catch you in a bitter state.

Emanicipated? said...

Thanks a lot.......Sunshine :)